As a mystic, we eventually will realize that we need to surrender to the Eternal. We can try for years to do it on our own. We can’t! I keep finding this out. You think I would learn - but I do not. I keep learning this over and over. I just need to fall into the arms of Our Lord. I need to walk hand in hand with God. Jesus shows me the way. Why do I resist this so much! I need not to. How about you?