Jesus is always available to us. We are the ones who believe we do not deserve His love and attention. So I often do not turn to Jesus - until I miss it so deeply. I wish I would turn to Jesus more frequently! This does not mean I am needy. Although, I do need His Love. It means I long to seek to be intimate with Jesus. Jesus is my deep abiding soulmate who loves me and holds me in His embrace. It is all that I desire. I can have this each day - and throughout the day. If I only seek it from Him!