Most of my obstacles are self-made. I am anxious or seeking excitement. I want to “do something “ when I should just be still. Meditation is the art of letting go of doing something or being anxious for the next thing or moment. Each moment is a gift to rest in Jesus. I must seek to just be. I must seek to be still.
Another obstacle for me can be the ones I love dearly. I sometimes cannot explain how I am being called to serve. They become afraid for me and themselves. I pray I may find a way to help them live in the space of mystery with me. I need their love.